This ended up not being as good as I hoped so just sit back and enjoy.
For fantasygahajimaru. Hope she likes it!
“How does it look?” Ai turned gracefully in her wedding dress. She was staring in a play where her character was getting married and she just looked perfect. Though everything about her was perfect. Her smile just made me want to melt.
“Perfect. Just like you.” I smiled seeing her cheeks redden at my words. “Aye!” She playfully slaps my arm. I only smile when she laughs looking back to the costume designer who was fitting it to her small frame. Ai was perfect and there was no doubt about that to me. But a part of my heart aches. Part of me wonders if maybe she is too perfect. She is too pretty for me.
Well I say me in a very open manner. I would call what Ai and I had a very open relationship, open as in I didn’t know if we were really in one or not. When ever I would ask her about free time she would just tell me about her rehearsal schedule or about how she needs to sleep. It’s times like this that would just make me feel if I was really worth the perfectness that is Ai.
And then she’ll go and do stupid things like ask me to go shopping or to ice cream and it just makes my heart bubble in joy. “Risa, let’s go to Disney this weekend.” She does it again! “Eh?”
She turns smiling to me once again as her hair is pinned to her head. “I want to go with you before I get too busy.” And it was done. All doubt and confusion. Because who asks someone to Disney without romantic intent?
“Your parents? Or your best friend?” Sayumi is so not helpful. “Oh! Or your class mates to catch up.” “You are a bucket of cheerfulness.” I dead pan on the phone with Sayumi trying to pick out a outfit to wear. “I’m just trying to be honest.” I can practically hear her shrugging on the other end. “Look, if you want it to mean something to you and she wants it to mean something then it will be special and mean something and all that magic-ness.”
“I just want to mean something to her.” I sigh looking at my sweater. “You already do though Gaki-san. Or else why would she ask you to go with her when she can be resting.” And there is that bubble of hope. That little feeling of hope that this wasn’t just a friendship but a date.
The day comes and everything seems normal. Taking pictures in front of the castle, waiting in line talking to old fans or Ai trying to talk to foreigners in broke English. We share a lunch and did other things together.
When we settled into a spot for the fireworks I couldn’t help feel disappointed with how things went. If anyone were to look at us it would look like two best friends. And maybe that is all we were. “Risa is something wrong? You have seemed a little upset the whole day.” Ai asks, her round eyes shining against the light of the lamps around us.
“I was just wondering if you would call this a date. Or just a fun day with a friend.” I mumble not really wanting to tell her the truth. “Aye!” She blushes against bumping my shoulder with hers. The announcer says the firework show will start soon and I look up to the dark night sky waiting for the magic to begin.
When the music starts I feel Ai’s arm pull through mine and our fingers lace. “Of course it’s a date silly.” She whispers into my ear as the first beautiful firework lights up the sky. She lays her head on my shoulder to watch the rest of the show. I would look to her but I am too afraid the fireworks brightening the night might show how red my cheeks are.
And now there was no doubt. There was just me…and Ai…and me. Together. Holding hands as we leave the park till we get into the car.
Ill keep sleeping
If I don’t stop dreaming
I would stop my breathing for you
I’m not leaving
This life I’m dreaming
Cause I cant stop living with you.
7/ ∞ Favorite H!P Moments
→ Mitsui and Kusumi’s troubles with the buzzer on Music Fighter
CRACK!SHIPS; Telepathytrick’s Series of Ships, starting with the Crack:
01. MinShige: Choi Minho {SHINee} and Michishige Sayumi {Morning Musume}
I can sense the blood moving through your veins it’s ever so enticing.
I am a wicked beast with the beauty to enchant whomever I want that is something that never slipped my mind as I drew in my next prey. As things heat up your heart rate sky rockets and my inner beast comes forward. I loose all control as I lean in and brutally take the blood and life from the victim.
Afterwards I wipe my jaw clean of the blood dripping down from my mouth and as the sun beginning to rise I walk away to a nice dark place to hide for the day. It’s just another night.
Morning Musume members as BEASTS:
6th Generation, Tanaka Reina as a Vampire.
There is a beast inside all of us waiting to come out and the beast that lurks inside of me howls to the moon.
When I regain myself splattered remains of a maimed body lay in front of me, their throat completely restricted with my own ribbon, my face is sticky the victims own blood. I can still feel the lycan part of me as it begins to calm down. The full moon now setting and the morning sun rising.
I don’t feel any shock or remorse for the beast and I are one and this won’t be the last of it.
Morning Musume members as BEASTS:
7th Generation, Kusumi Koharu as a Lycanthropy/Werewolf.
“How puzzling all these changes are! I’m never sure what I’m going to be, from one minute to another.”
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TRACK: Itoshiku Kurushii Kono Yoru ni
ARTIST: Morning Musume
ALBUM: Fantasy! Juuichi
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Ah naze darou namida nagareru
Kanashii wake ja nai no ni
Ah naze darou itoshii kurushii
Mune ga mune ha kurushii
